Fuck if I know

Who I am, what I want

Impulses exploding every moment

From fallout I’m continually born


Fuck if I know

Why I am and where I’m going

But damn if I don’t love destruction

Come and share all your subtle comfort


I’ll take all the loving you’ve got

Worshiping every single drop

I’ve not drunk from the waters of lust

In far too long


I should be dust by now


Fuck if I know

How I made it or when I’m finished

But damn if I ain’t working overtime every day

To make sure I go out on my own terms


Preferably fucking

Or in my sleep


You know


Fuck if I do


~ Jason Brain, 2015