Fuck if I know

Who I am, what I want

Impulses exploding every moment

From fallout I’m continually born

 

Fuck if I know

Why I am and where I’m going

But damn if I don’t love destruction

Come and share all your subtle comfort

 

I’ll take all the loving you’ve got

Worshiping every single drop

I’ve not drunk from the waters of lust

In far too long

 

I should be dust by now

 

Fuck if I know

How I made it or when I’m finished

But damn if I ain’t working overtime every day

To make sure I go out on my own terms

 

Preferably fucking

Or in my sleep

 

You know

 

Fuck if I do

 

~ Jason Brain, 2015